Alien

Have you seen an alien? Not that typical type of alien, what I wanted to pursue was the foreigners. It’s strange because lot of them were walking all around the town. And whenever I see different nationalities the word “money” was the backdrop of my head.


Having girlfriend pinays and walking with shades, wearing beach type of dresses along their too much revealing body partners. How do they manage their life and how do these girls take it.


Personally, it is one of the common mistakes people do giving the result of half breed children and growing without their foreigner fathers and vice versa.


I am not talking about the general, and was not judging, but my sympathy somehow tells me somehow of what was happening in reality. After seeing true stories from television having this kind of situation made me affected of what might be the result.


I am just lucky having complete and happy family. Hope everyone have the same thing as I do.

Drowsy morning

As the morning comes, I did not recognize that the sun was already up. And as I was starting to fold my things in proper I’m hearing some music of my mother. The truth is my mind was still dreaming, and though I am hearing her I just continue the things that I have to do before I go to school.


I am not getting enough sleep these last few days because of some important matters, so far my father knows the reason why I am waking up so late in the morning but my mother can’t take it, why? Maybe because of a trend that you have to feel alive as the morning stars, and what she have seen was a snappy lady sleeping on her bed and seeing the mess inside the house.


Wow, that’s unpleasant, I value the things my mother wanted to acquaint with me.


After finishing my house chores, I have cooked our food for lunch, my stomach was cramming at that time, I didn’t even eat anything when I woke up. But then after everything else, I go to school and continue the things that I should have to done with regards to my subjects.

Sensitivity in Good Works

I have had just finish my report and luckily I can eventually say that I am aware of what I am reporting. I can’t exactly say what was my perception but from the story that I have shared inside the class about Shakuntala and Mahabharata it gives me a thought that the epics are more than just the story itself. It is something that will make you curious in such a way that behind the role of each character each of them gives different idea on how they can be characterized on every situation.

It was perfect.

Before delivering my report I assumed that my interest was not present but after reading it once in a while I asked myself, “how can I even kept away my intention in such story, so bizarre, if I did not give any comprehend from it… I’ll going to miss one of very unique piece of all time even it was not scope by our own country”

meet the parents

My second brother just came. He’s not been here for almost a year for he is working in Cavite. When he came he is with his girlfriend named Jane. I am calling her ate before. it is her first time here. Also it was the first time that kuya Archie brought a girl to meet our parents. Consequently I was happy for the two of them. 

All of our cousins who’s our neighbor keep on tweaking me when will bring mine. I’m just responding them a line of smile on my lips. I do have, but he’s can’t be here because his out of the country. 

I think this day was adorable. Talks are around about me and my brothers. Our older brother named kuya Ryan introduced his girlfriend for the first time, same as my second kuya last year. 

Meeting my two future sisters’ was good. They are both nice. But my brothers have no plan to have their own family, the only purpose was to know see if their chosen person to love fits the family. Meaning permission on both sides was also important. 

carry out constantly 

I have remembered that we have to submit our project in literature before the finals and our last meeting will be tomorrow. I do not know if I have get down the right story for French Literature. Actually I was done in the first four, when I asked my friend she was not also sure. My photocopy is incomplete because before the pre’finals I wasn’t able to borrow the book because it is not available. What was written in my notebook is Feast of Spring, but everytime I tried to search for it what was showing is the Silence of Spring. I tried to look moreover and it is the same. 

Then I was conscious what the real title was. 

I have taken my glance foe my previous work. I think I have to collaborate more of my reaction. I love reading the story; it only bothers me due to that one last story. 

I must ask my classmate. Later I will prepare myself in going to school and assure what the story was. This week makes me so weak. Lots of projects and lots of responsibilities to make. Next week was another harsh for it will be our finals. Thanks God, however though this sem becomes a tough one for me, I never hesitated that much on doing it. 

Result? Probably a super’ over drained body and mind. 

This is it. One week before the end of the semester. How can I finished my pending projects if my own groupmates doesn’t even care about it. I am always hesitating on doing such project for they are being too dependent on one. 

Unluckily that one is me. Luck of sleep and worrying to my internet connection. Doubled the work, doubled the expenses then my group mates doesn’t even care about it. We were three in the group, one was a little occupied about I have assigned her, then he sends the it on my mail. Whereas the other one, I have assigned him his partition for the project after I asked him where is it, he told me that he lost his copy that I gave to him, then he is asking me for another copy, I have spent an hour this night to find that copy, he texted me, “na’san bahala ka, wala akong kopya”. The fact is, it is not my fault if he lost it, secondly he cannot blame for I have given his part right after our professor give us the requirements for it, then he was telling me those words. 

When I have found it, I give a response. He did not reply I’m just hoping that he will do his part for that. 

Another day had passed. It was a very tiring day, I have no enough sleep. I am completing one of my projects. I am always updating that one I have assigned for I have to finish it before the examination. Right now, I focus on my clearance. I have given a lot of time for it because my requirements was incomplete I even have to go to my last school to send request to let me be signed in by the records. 

Walk…walk…walk…under the sun. It is so hot. 

I really have to finish this right now for my scheduled time in doing my pending works. I can do it. I am always keeping up myself on positive things. 

By the way, as I am doing my project I have heard a news about a volunteered nurse who was rape by those man who have played with her before the accident happened. 

How cruel is that crime? There’s a lot of inhuman sins happening this days, and you will never know who are them were good or not. Gladly the nurse survives and as the case was in process there are some hints about the suspects. As I am watching the news, I feel pity for her situation, she has lots of bushes and she was very injured. Next to that was news about a call center agent wherein her head was cut, the suspect was her partner saying because of too much jealous.

Love haS FinaLLy coMe - gLennvJoy-

New Heart has come.....

saVes me fRom depth of arrogance froM my past.....

I can't pRomise anything.....

but I can promise my loyalty....the honest...

and my faithfuL within you....

..yet i'm not the fully sure that i am ready, but I am wiLLing to take the risk just to be with you..

Time may come that you'll be here with me...

not that far away from me....

when that time comes..we'll spent the time together..

as if there's no tomorrow....

Thank you for giving me a new way to fall in love once again..

i am so numb not to fEEL you that much from the beginning...

and i am so sorry for that...

pLease let me Love you the waY i want you to be...

I don't want to feeL the saMe feeLing I feLt from my past....

i WANT YOU TO BE DIFFERENT from him....

'cOZ being you,,,,

thaT's one of the reAson why i FaLL in Love in you...

Love you mAHaL....

I can't wait to see our dreaMz come true...

time waits...and on that tiMe....we'll be happy being together

...having no doubt to our hearts.....

THAT WE WERE MEANT TO BE....

God bLess us mAHAL....

Road Life

When I woke up I quickly checked my clothes and hang it over outside.


I am not that so worried with my younger brother, he got sick this last few days.


I was shocked with what I have heard; an accident was happened yesterday. The guy smashes his motorbike into cases of bottles in the store near the bridge. The man almost killed himself. People say that he came from San Teodoro and he was not drunk, everything that happened was a serious accident.


They also say that when the rescuer came and trying to help the victim the joints of his knee was like a dry vegetable. He has no control on his legs and it was like a stick swaying in a circle and was totally broken covered with bloods around his face and body.


Can you imagine how screaming that was? It was so awful.


I just thought that even you’re so careful as you are, you don’t have to be content with that. That when it comes to the life at the road, every time that you’re driving your you always have to be focused because if not, your life will be at stake as what my family have witnessed yesterday.

Relaxing yet Tiring Day

After a week of sleepless night, today is the day for some self relaxation. When my examination in World Literature was done, I and my friend checked if some of our answers were right. I observe that some of the given are unfamiliar, since we are lacking in time last Saturday when I was reporting.


Unluckily, even I was not that aware of the titles of the epics because my last discussion bring to an end about the books under the prose only.


Anyway, after class and I got home, I tried to put all my house chores done. So that before I leave the house my mother won’t get angry.


I asked my cousin if she was free, then she go to our hoe and used her motor as our service. I decided to go to Divine first to get something, and then we go to Parang at La Concynrich because some of my friends were there and will be staying the whole night. I wanted to go with them, but sadly my father doesn’t give me permission to come…


I stayed for an hour, and then we drove to pier and go to ship where my cousin was working. After that, we went to hospital to visit my friend with her new born baby boy. It was her second baby at the age of 20, and was a cesarean. Kind of hard huh..at an early age.


Before we go home we went to our cousin’s co-business partner to get the orders of her buyers we drove quickly at home because the sky was starting to crash again.


Gladly rain did not come before us. I was kind of tired but I’d still firm to wash my clothes. I think it’s already seven in the evening, then when I was so close to finish in washing clothes, the block ‘out comes and it was kind of dim when I continue what I am doing.


It’s late at night before I finished all of my work but I did not hang my clothes yet, I am going to wake up early to put it in a drier.


It’s been a long, relaxing..yet so tiring day for me…


And it feels so soothing to lay my back on my bed….

Bad Weather!!!

For the reason that I encountered horrible weather last night I am now suffering. I got sick. And I feel bad I have to take some review. My goodness how can I be able to refit my time on reviewing and redo my presentation for Saturday.

I enormously try to get up and do my report, I insisted to myself that I really have to finish it if I won’t I will be dead in front of the class. Hayyy…. I am so tired. From 7 o’clock in the morning until 2 in the afternoon I worked for it.

Then I sleep for a little while because I can’t my stand my headache.

I think I woke up at eight in the evening my mother scolded me because I’m abusing my body. What else can I do? If I do not do what I have to do, I couldn’t pass my test. And it’s better to let myself study even in the middle of the rather than to risk my grades.

But I am still not sure if I can do it. I only have force myself on doing it.

What I am going to do

It’s been a long day and I can’t even imagine how I am supposed to finish all my work both in the house and in school. I have finished my presentation for my report this coming Saturday. But a disaster comes after me. My computer was not powered on I did not know what was the problem. I did not make a back up copy for my report, and much worst some of my important files were stored in it.

I almost cried the whole night, my father told me to go to the shop the day after and see what went wrong since the scope of my computers warranty was within the year.

I texted the owner of the shop and asked her if she can fix it by tomorrow. I am so worried not only because some of my important files was there, also my father will get angry with. I became careless with my staff. I asked the owner not to tell to my parents if I have to pay in fixing my computer.

Bad weather doubled my concern. I am fete if the electricity could even function until tonight. I have heard from the news that a typhoon named Basyang will crush in the country. Before i go to school I go to the shop to confirm my computer my mind was on my staff. Actually quiz this afternoon and I can’t even concentrate on the subject. I used to text ate ( the one who fixed it) and I had on my mind the payment that I am going to pay. Where will I get the money for it? I don’t want to confront on my father, I’m shy.

Everything that happened made my mind explode. At the end of the day before I got home I pass my way to get my thing on the shop. I asked Ate if I can give my payment until Friday...

Luckily she agreed on me since I’m her suki and I used to bring her some customers who always confined where they can buy computer parts and desktop.

What’s make me feel bad when I go home was the rain it started to get ghastly. My uniform was wet and I was so messed.