Meet the Parents

My second brother just came. He’s not been here for almost a year for he is working in Cavite. When he came he is with his girlfriend named Jane. I am calling her ate before. it is her first time here. Also it was the first time that kuya Archie brought a girl to meet our parents. Consequently I was happy for the two of them.

All of our cousins who’s our neighbor keep on tweaking me when will bring mine. I’m just responding them a line of smile on my lips. I do have, but he’s can’t be here because his out of the country.

I think this day was adorable. Talks are around about me and my brothers. Our older brother named kuya Ryan introduced his girlfriend for the first time, same as my second kuya last year.

Meeting my two future sisters’ was good. They are both nice. But my brothers have no plan to have their own family, the only purpose was to know see if their chosen person to love fits the family. Meaning permission on both sides was also important.

Exertion

she's cristy..and we're awake ''tiL 4 in the morning....

..........>>>>>>  Too much work to be done as the finals comes. I am not attending our intramurals more often for the reason that I have to give partition for my projects; the other was my obligation here in the house. My life is not an ordinary thing as what other students have, or maybe I am just having a wrong impression for some things but that the way how I observe every single moment of mine this last few days.

Maybe half of it was true. My daily routine was cleaning the house before and after going to school. That before I do something I have to assure that I have cooked food for that time, I have given my time to my younger brother for his home works or take care of him. And the time that I think I could give for myself was from nine in the evening ‘’til two in the morning. And I can’t keep myself from getting tired.

Glimpse from my previous years

It is the first day of the week, I am prepared for the next subject’s examination and I knew that I can answer it very well.

After school and I got home at house, I assure that I have finished all my chores: I have cooked the food for dinner, clean things that are looking unnecessary to my sight, help my brother for his assignment and everything else.

I have planned that I am going to do my project excluding in that plan was a block out. My plan has cancelled so I take my time staring at my old pictures with my friends. One of the best bonding that I have experienced was being with them. To experienced the life of a writer. Being a writer was one of my dreams and luckily it happened to me even in an instance. Not for a reason that I wanted my name to be publish. Actually at my first year on my previous school I only get my chance to attend their ordeal for new staffers it was the last day of the screening, because I am hesitating to join at first, I am running away of time to pass some requirements, two hours before the cut hours, I prepared my information then I took my psychological exam. The next morning, I was shock when someone excused me on my class and told me that I have passed the exam the next step will be the screening at the same day. The day after I was getting nervous to know the result, if you had passed it you will be called again, but the same guy went to my subject class and asked for my excuse in the class to get ready for the written exam. I have no any idea and was not prepared what I have written was all the things that comes into my mind.

Week had pass and I did not heard any news about the selection, then someone told me “congratulations” for seeing my name at the bulletin board, for all the students who have taken the screening three of us had pass it and I was in the third number. On that day I used to think that three is my lucky number.

How tragic it is to reminisce those times. I have spent three years of my life as one of the staffers, every single day of my life was a like a fairytale knowing that other people were reading the stories that I have created and all the stuff that we’ve been publishing. I miss writing right now, but I believe that though I am not on the same school where I have given myself to progress on that field at some way I can still continue what I have starts maybe not now but in the near future.

Neglect to see what’s rare

In shape day

Because of the bad weather last night and not being able to write the summary as well as the reaction for the story that we have to submit on this day I have spent my time reading the two story entitled ILIAD, the other was Odyssey. We have talked about ILIAD the last meeting. For the reason that what I have understand about the story was not that enough I have read it from the top. I actually spent half of my day reading it as if I was repeating every single line whenever I want to know it much better. It is kind of mind-numbing not only because the story was lengthy, and to a certain extent was the characters not that easy to categorize. Somehow I can relate much enhanced to the following story.

Though I came late because I have to print my paper, one thing that I like the most on this day was when our instructor asked for our reaction about the second story. I have called second on the slot, I feel nervous because there are times that I am having trouble with myself in such situation, I just continue to carve up what I know and I am not disappointed for seeing that my classmates where listening and was being able to keep up in the story. Hopefully the following day will be nice as this day. I have a pack of knowledge behind before I go to my class. I just wish time would lope slow so I can equalize all my subjects for this week.

Middling day

This day should be my day to go to church, but my mother was already prepared to go to church so early that I did not even notice that nobody was in the house except me and my younger brother. Speaking of my younger brother...Yah right, I seize to be awaken by his cries for he wasn’t set out with my parents I feel pity on him. Although I feel that way I avoid to let him see me in that act for the reason that whenever I did that he was pretending to act more dramatic. 

Instead I prepared the things that must be done in the house before I take my hour n reviewing my examination for tomorrow. That subject will be a last one drop of this period’s examination, part one was written it will be for tomorrow, then the second part was an actual that we are going to do individually next meeting.

Before the noon comes, my parents were already in the house. They buy some pasalubong, grapes for my younger brother who stop acting like an immature baby after seeing it, along with corn and bread which was my favorite.

This afternoon I have made a playtime hour for my niece, my cousin’s daughter and to relax myself at the same. And at night I get a glance to review once more then conferred a few hours to teach my cousin in computer matters.

One way or another

I never assumed that I can get a little clever mood as I am taking my examination this day. I have only studied the lectures last night and I wondered how did I remember some even not that much.

Luck is still plane in me or maybe it’s not luck for I have read the scope stories last week for an instance I can still remember how they are structured. Also even I had took my review last night for two hours because I can’t take how nodding I was I assured that I will wake up as my alarm clocks this morning to take another shot on my photo copies.

There comes a time that though I have read a story once and I am not reading it the second time, the sequence of events retained in my mind.

I don’t know why, but in case of this category I cannot hid that as unusual as they are, I can quickly understand it. After our examination I did not even anticipate signing a cross, it may not be perfect but somehow it might be in the pass rate.

When I got home, though I wasn’t get enough sleep I tried to wash my clothes, take a little time to clean the house, and at eleven o’clock in the evening I ironed the uniforms and some of the clothes, then after I laid my drained body on my bed.

Lack of time

I do not know if I am going to have trouble with my subject. It is not that easy to ponder subject at this time. Each is having lots of remarks that I have to memorize. Last day I have given my time on reviewing one of my subjects. This day I have studied to and both are not that easy to remember because it is mixing in my mind and this subject was for tomorrow. 

Other I haven’t started in studying the literature. All I know was the knowledge that I have gained for the last meeting in this period. And I we have to read an advance for the next topic because mam will get some topics on it.

Probably I am really having a trouble on memorizing each of the chapters if I am going to start it tomorrow (Friday) for the examination which is Saturday. Time management and self center of attention to my subject is what I needed.

Oh my, with any luck I wish I’d still be consistent somehow.

Fieldtrip and Peanut

Only I and one of my friends weren’t able to go with the seminar that will be held on UP Diliman. I do not have my financial problem but because my friend can’t come, I decided not to go as well.

I do not know well the students who are in the event cause I am a transferee though I have met them in some of my classes. I want to have some time to bond with the others but somehow it will be difficult for me to make it naturally and more rapidly for forthrightly to say they even have a deep bonding and maybe I might experience the OP situation a little.

Still it is in favor in me because the examination was on the same date.

I do not know what goes into my mind but I love eating chocolate and peanut. They say eating peanut was good whenever you are memorizing something. Since we will have recitation for tomorrow I buy a plastic of chocolate..”chatlet” was the name of the brand. I also buy banana chip, it have no connection with scientific basis that I am talking to.

As this day pass until midnight my mouth taste like there will be no tomorrow for that candy..hehe

I think it was effective. I just hope that it will be effective also for the next days.

Not that bad

I am crumpled and sluggish causes by this painful cramping period.

I am experiencing it monthly, it almost made me cried. It feels like my abdomen was flouting because of ache. Though I am aware that it is habitual to happen it still slay me.

I feel lazy. All I wanted was to stay in my bed but I must attend my class at five in the afternoon until eight. Much worst the rain falls harder. I’m so disaster-prone before I went to school. I was just controlling myself in order to hide this dull pain.

As I was in the jaunt my high school teacher was in the same car where I was. She was shocked when she seen me. Actually she’s one of the prestigious teachers that remain in my mind. I became interested in English the first time I’ve noticed her teaching. He caught my eyes with her fluency. In fact I thank her and she was annoyed for the reasons I have said that. I just uttered it and to make the talks go on the other mode she asked me what I am taking and how I am.

It is more relaxing seeing one of person who inspired you before. I showed my self-effacing attitude when she put in the picture that I’m still pretty. (I was laughing out loud) Do I? But I think one of her complement was my weigh up; I’m kind of chubby right now unlike before. How nice it is to hear such phrase from her.

My day wasn’t that bad. Though I came home at 9:30 in the evening and was lying in my bed as I got there it still feels slightly good.

Get on your nerves

This morning I was prepared for our report about Emotion and Intellectual Quotient though I have made my research last night. I have my interest when it comes to this topic. It’s one of the categories that I wanted to know more about. I was late for five to six minutes because I went first to shop for the printing of my copy, also due to traffic again. Such a big disturbance, but it is good transportation then after.

I love speaking in front much more if I knew what I am going to say, ofcourse. Sharing different thoughts and knowledge for what I have read last night was a big help and I can relate. This subject were I have reported don’t give me pressure this time.

But after my first subject and I attended Euthenics where we have to perform in group and sang the hymn bothered me a lot. Some of my group mates do not cooperate and was not attending our scheduled meeting. And now?..our performance was worst, some did not memorize the songs. After the presentation I spoke my side to one of my members, I told him the reason why he did not attended, he just converse me in inappropriate manner telling me that I should not blame him. Well I am not blaming him I am just asking. Then one of the member told me that his reason was he have wached a game and do not have time to attend.

Supposedly my first reaction was disappointed I have risk a lot of time and transport in the school 45 minutes on a trip before I get there and after I arrived they will not attend only because of that grounds.

I do not want to say anything but for all the players that I have met, he’s the only one who does not have fitting manner. Walking out and sheering words a lot but did not even do something for the improved of the group. After what happened the members just told me not to give a single gaze on him for he does not understand what the other members have done. Because he doesn’t care and they told me that they don’t have any hard feeling for me for all I wanted was to unite the group.

Fate, future, Prediction..Name

Saturday morning. I thought that I’ll be late but I’m not.

Huh! We have learned a lot of stories from different continents. Though all of those stories were high classic and was nice to know, the epic that we are in right now was a little complicated because of the names of the characters.

One of my significance as I hearing the names of the Gods and Goddesses was their role as indicated on their names. It was personally related in me in the sense that my closest grandmother who had passed away last year has awareness in such topic. When I ask her how do they lay my name on me, she said that it speak about my birth month.

Before I continue, my name don’t was not related to the name of the Goddesses…hehe.. Since I am in into names; she told me that my second name which was joy is from the song “Joy to the World”, yet it came from a rhyme, I do not have the gift for good singing. Anyway regarding with my first name I did not now how do they elaborate it. My lola told me that the month of December was named after Javier. The name Javier was altered in a female name as Juvy? Is it closely near...?

Another fact was my birth month was ruled by the planet Jupiter which was then names as Jove. That’s it.

But if I will be asked what name do I love most from the Greeks, I want Hestia who was the virgin goddess of the hearth (both private and municipal) and the home.