I wish I could understand

.I don’t understand how you can smile all day long

…But keeping yourself pale all night

How pictures never changed

…But the people in them do

How your close friend become your worst enemy,

…Or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into a one good friend

How forever turns into a few short months

…That you’d do almost anything to get back

How can you let go of something,

...you once said you can live without

How even though you know something is best for you, it hurts just the same

How the people who once wanted to spend every seconds of their time with you,

…Thinks a few minute of their time is too much to pare

How people make promises,

…Despite the common IT IS PROMISES TO BE BROKEN

How people can erase you from their lives

…Just because it is easier than working things out

Things changed…

People change…

Feelings changed…

You know what? I don’t get the idea why people change – FAST…

Is it for the better of for the worse?

………..Maybe that is the thing of believing too much to people and put to my mind the idea that people will not change at all

……..That they stay the same

………..Well I guess I was wrong to believe into words that people have said and all things that had planned will always happened.

Never lose yourself

I guess there are really some things we can never explain. You love him but you gotta stay away from each other. 

S-P-A-C-E. 

It's something you know you both need... 

so you could think. 

so you could figure out what you really want. 

so you could breathe and find yourself. 

so.. so.. so.. 

you could clearly feel if love's still there. 

In love, you share a part of yourself with someone special. You share your time, your efforts, your heart. You let them in. You let them be a part of your life, not to be your entire life. In a relationship, never lose yourself. And never let anybody else lose their self in you. 

Love is supposed to take your breath away, not take your whole life away from you.His love should help you grow, not suffocate you. You give him love. You accept his love. Never love him more than yourself. Never let him love you more than his life. 

And never let his love become too much it may give you less oxygen to breathe and less space to move. Don't let his love be the reason for you to feel lost. 

"Cause sometimes you walk away from a relationship not because you fall out of love, but because love itself became a way out of hand "

And often times, you have to break your partner's heart to save yours.

when the stars go blue... over a glass of frappe

There are days when we wish we could just run away from life's shits and go to a place where nobody knows who you are. Place where you could have a peace of mind. Place where you can just be you. 

We all have our bad days. Times when we feel like no one understands us and we just want to be alone. 

The beach? 

It’s like it has a magic spell on it because it never fails to calm me. The wind, the sand, the peace it brings. It all makes me feel good inside. 

It allows me to think clearly. Everything that bothers me just goes away. It’s like I’m on my own little world and nothing can go wrong. I feel safe. I feel better. 

By the way, it all comes as I have had a great talk with my best of friend. We’d talk over a glass of frappe on a Friday afternoon ‘cause we’ve got nothing else to do. 

We’d eat each muffin with a cup of coffee, we don’t give a damn about the calories each cake contains. We’d tackle about just everything. 

About our past years when we were in High School, and we were meeting shockingly nice male classmates and friends 

About the excuses we make to our parents why we couldn’t save anything. 

About the fabulously cute skirt we saw on the shop the other day; 

About our ex – boyfriends; 

About the cute guy sitting next to us; 

About what we we’ll do the next days we might have time to have a cup of coffee again; 

About me going to school and patiently waiting to have my Diploma; About me not knowing what to do. About us. 

I miss the times like this. It’s really wonderful to have a girlfriend who’s always there when you need someone to talk to.