Worth

Don't worry he'll miss you
You're the best he could get and he blew it.
Don't let him make you think for one second that this was your fault. it's not. He screwed up,
and you absolutely did nothing wrong
You gave him your heart, and you trusted him to keep it and protect it, but he couldn't. And
honestly, he's not mature enough. He's not smart enough. If he was smart, he would have cared for you
with every fiber of his being and been with you every spare second he could.
But he didn't and now he's gone.
But don't cry. Don't call him telling him you miss him. Don't IM him, message him, Don't comment hom, don't talk to him in the hallways. Just pretend you don't care.
And don't be surprised when he comes crawling back saying he made a mistake. And if you
want to go, go with him again. But make him work for you.
Don't be his doormat. Don't let him in the first time he rings the bell.
Make him back every day until you trust him enough. If he doesn't come back after a couple of tries, just let him go. But if he comes back everyday, then he's worth it. Trust me he's worth it.

On my way to Graduation

For every ending

there's a new beginning;

for every memory,

there's a dream ahead

The happy times I've had so far,

The people I've met

Will always be a part of my life

I'll never quite forget...

But ever better, brighter days

Are waiting just for me,

So i'll dream for my dreams...

and start in now

To make them all come true!

Yesterday afternoon I went to pick up my graduation toga with college friends, I got kinda emotional about it because this was a hard and long journey for me, but I made it! I knew this day was close and I didn't care much since isn't the first time I graduate but this time is (so far and for now) my last graduation. I wanted to share this photo with you all since this process ts really important to me.

she's Lady...... one of my closest friend.. she's bubbly.. and that what i love about her

one of my best of friend "Jelai".. through thick and thin...... we became friend since day care.. hmmm we are became bff for almost 18 years..

she's my MOM...... ^^,,,,,,

Again

.. may nkabasa ng last blog ko...

bakit ba di nila maintindihan na.. di ko na mahal si ex .. naka'move on na ako.. and i don;t have any reason to fall in love with him..
I am not using anyone para lang maka move on... try to read my previous entry..once again.. Please do understand before you say anything....

SAD

"When you have a good heart: You help too much. You trust too much. You give too much. You love too much. And it always seems you hurt the most."

Hanggang sa dumating na yung point na mararamdaman mo biglang malungkot ka. 

Hay, nakakapagtaka na kasi minsan. Ang hirap ipaliwanag ng thoughts ko ngaun. I don’t know if it is the thoughts or my emotions, magkaiba pa rin naman sila di ba? 

Malungkot? 

Bakit ba ako malungkot? 

Hmm… dapat ko ba ilista lahat dito…. Siguro kailangan, sa pagsusulat lang naman yung way pra mabawasan mga negative vibes na dumarating sa’ken. Mula sa listahan ko: 

1. Una na sa listahan - yung pakiramdam na sa isang relationship you did everything, your loyalty, honesty, trust, perfect girlfriend wanna be… pero lumbay pa din.. nawala si boyfriend 

2. Hm.. pangalawa - yung person na nakasama ko, a girlfrnd na pinagkatiwalaan ko at tinuring kong kapatid nagging girlfriend ng ex ko. 

3. One of my closest friend – I tried na sabihin na lumayo na sa mistake relationship, still tuloy tuloy pa rin, 

4. Kahit pilitin ko na pabayaan sila, wala ako magawa kasi im not the type na magtatapon ng relationship ng basta basta without any further reason. 

5. Even naging mag on si ex boyfriend and my friend, ako pa rin ang nakipag ayuz sa kanila to closed the issue, but I’m still thinking if they are sincere with their sorry kasi mararamdaman mo yung sincerity talaga. Pero wla ako maramdaman. 

6. May dumating na lalaki, na sobrang mag luv at mag give ng time saken, but di pa talaga ako prepared. Relationship is still not on my mind and I know that I am hurting that guy too much

7. Kahit ganun yung sigh ko about relationship, it doesn’t mean na love ko pa rin si ex, bakit ba kasi hindi maintindihan ng ibang tao na wala sa ikli ng panahon ang moving on, at may iilan na di naniniwalang di pa ako nka’move on, nahihirapan ako mag-explain kasi wala na akong iba masabi kundi “ok lang nmn talaga ako, that i don't have the same feelings for him anymore”, love really fades, and now? i do believe  it na... it's proven

8. may be last na nagpapalungkot sa’ken – “ Hindi ko na alam kung papaanu ko maibabalik yung tiwala ko sa ibang tao, after ng mga betrayals na napagdaanan ko, I can obviously admit the fact na ang pagiging mabait? Ay di din maganda, pero yung pagiging masama ay mas lalong di maganda, pero pag lumagay ka sa middle, you can’t assure na di ka rin maa’apektuhan kung yung mga tao na mismong pumapaligid sayo ang di marunong makiramdam at mag sorry” 

Nalulungkot ako kasi…. Bakit nagagawa ng ibang tao na saktan ka kahit wla kang ginagawa na masama sa kanila.

Understand who she is and what she wants

Guys working your way into a girl’s heart starts by understanding who she is and what she wants. Understanding how we fall in love means embracing our thoughts and ideas. Once you can understand what’s inside your hearts, then you can understand our feelings. Know that having a sense of humor, a personality, and a character is near the top of every girl’s wish list. We want someone that can intrigue us. Girls adore a man that’s not only makes her laugh, but keeps her laughing. Laughter makes every moment more memorable, so women naturally prefer to keep company with a great sense humor of you know? Each time reflects back on a funny moment you give her a brand new reason to smile. It can’t all be serious 24/7 life requires some silly time and good laughs. 

Girls enjoy sweet words, enticing glances, soft whispers and light touches. We are drawn to compassion and kindness, so a guy’s ability to be gracious and humble goes a lot farther than trying to act all cool. Trust me, we care more about who has passion, someone who is goal – oriented, someone who can give us a sense of security. We want to feel loved and free but at the same time protected. Perhaps the most important thing is to always be you. If you have to act like someone else to get her you’re going to lose her once the real you shows up. We want someone who will treat us well, one who will listen, communicate and is the best he can be. Be honest and let her know you’re a keeper. Showing her that you can take care of yourself will show her that you can take care of her.