Rush…lost points…blessed dinner

I woke up early for I was scheduled to attend a seminar in the church as one of the godmother to be. But I was hesitating for I don’t want to be absent on my class for it was scheduled on a close time. It was eight to eleven in the morning while my class was seven to ten. My mother told me to come, so… I woke up early I get myself up to the seminar. After a while my mother told me to go to school, she will attend the seminar as a proxy of mine. Though I was prepared the time was in rush. And when I was in the school I am late for almost twenty minutes. For that, my journal hasn’t been check. And that’s a big pitiable for my 20 points had gone. Every point counts and that’s really bad.

Well then, it will not be fair for those who come early, but for the reason that my mother gave a second doubt to change the plan, it made me rushed for my time.

As it goes, we were having new discussions. I used to listen and trying to absorbed on what the reporters where saying. I knew that a quiz follows. I have to pass the quiz or otherwise my grade will be sunk in one meeting.( It should not be…)

Gladly, as what I want to happened for the test, I only got nine mistakes. Not that bad after all. Still I am thinking for my lost twenty points. After class I together with my friend went to go a shop for a gift for my godchild’s christening, also a few formal dresses for it. When I was at home, I prepare myself to go my friend’s birthday. I came home at six in the evening then I go to church.

Supposedly the priest will have his dinner to our home. So as the mass ended I go home together with the priest and my family. This day is not that bad after all, because by my lost points for a blessed on having this dinner meal was overwhelmed.

Quote’s Misinterpretation

“I don’t kn0w why some people misinterpret and misjudge you in every word that you say. Those may not be as prevail as it is, but broaden such words that get the wrong impression about, could really hurt those innocents that are put into such situation. I get hurt whenever I see people throwing such words without even knowing to whom those words should be into. Friends will always be friends if you comprehend. Turn back everything into place…..”

I have made this message for a friend. I was trying to relief myself on how I am going to comfort her when everything seems not right. It is cause by misinterpretation of others that leads into an issue. I know it is not easy to pass though such situation, much more if it is about the friendship that may comes in a difficult tragic of relationship.

We always talks about good things. Then one time my friend posted some quotations, and someone reacted too much about it. Then suddenly after hearing that shocking issue, I feel so lame seeing lots of judgments on my friend who posted it, for they were saying lots of words without even knowing the root. And too much to think, there’s no serious thing about that post, for no one or there’s no name specified, moreover it’s just a quotation and everyone read s that, but she’s the only one who’s complaining too much about it. 

Being in between them is quite hard. For an instance both of them were my friends, I don’t want them to think that I am making some irrational things for them. The message that I have made was still kept. I thought that if I send it to my friend who posted the quotation the other might be affected in the latter part that her thought’s was too narrow. In some ways, her mind may be playing that I am exalt the side of the other one. The only thing that I could do was to let them make their ways to bring back things as it goes before.

Unanticipated outcome

I was out for school and I am doing my assignments for the coming week, after a while Glenn, where I am in a relation right now leave a message to wait for him to finished his duty. It is something that we have to converse as what he have told me.

I have been thinking that it is about the schedule of his flight. But in the first place I’m still hoping that my negative thoughts won’t happen.

After an hour of waiting, at 11:40 in the evening, that’s twenty minutes before midnight time in the Philippines he just texted me saying sorry for he can’t celebrate my birthday, anniversary, Christmas and New Year with me, and those best seasons for his family. Now that’s very disappointing!

I felt bad, but seeing him in such lonesomeness about what happened doubled my worries. I don’t know how I am going to encourage. I don’t know what was that first word to say; that right word to say to make him feel alright. He should be in here after a week, as if 7 days, then it made him cracks when it was delayed. And guess what? He’s still be waiting for another 2 months, and that schedule was unsure. Why? It is because his schedule alters due to company’s urgent circumstance. And at this time, the company has built another branch and he was assigned to hold that branch. Yet it is good to think that he is skillful in that job, the thing is, and it was very disappointing to expect something that he’s been planning not to happen. 

He’s sharing what he felt at this very moment. And all I can do was to say words, those frank words, which I think he really don’t want to hear. He said that he almost cried. It only takes a week for him to hug us and to be with us, after a while it will be replace by another two months…

I slept at three in the morning to comfort him even he’s afar from me. I know he could. I always pray that this anger and disappointment will be replaced by faith that everything’s happened for a good.

I’m a nurse for the mean time

I did not make it to attend the event. My little brother was sick. Since we were not having important class for the same day, my mom asked me to take good care of him. I spend my whole day on looking to bunso’s condition.

You know what was it that I have observed the whole day? It was the importance of time for each and every member of the family. I can see how my little brother loves talking with me. We were playing for sometime in the computer. I was teaching him, and sometimes I am teasing him when he was telling some stories on his experiences on school. It’s nice to be back on myself. Sometimes I actually forgot to have some time for being busy in school activities and curriculum.

The other thing is, my tatay and nanay were always together. They were busy on their works. My father was delivering lumber while my mother was busy on listing the orders both in lumber and in sewing the nipa. We have an ordinary life with ordinary business for a living. Good thing about that was, me and my brother finished the studies through it. My kuya was a seaman and my second brother have the same course as me. They already graduated. Actually we were not complete for this Christmas. Both of them were on their perspective work. Still we can have a happy Christmas, there’s no reason to feel sad. Right?.

Not a good day

It’s been a week after the examination and I was in a doubt knowing that one of my subjects was not that good. Yet I knew that it was my mistake, for I didn’t know that the reference for that includes the photocopy and not just the lectures that we usually downloaded to the moodle hub. I’m very disappointed; though I studied and read the lessons for that in lot of times it’s still not enough for it is incomplete. Too bad for me, guess I have to assure and doubled my consent for that as well as the other subjects. Right now, I was thinking that we have lot works to do. Having these projects regards the three systems and research from our major subjects. Being a student was not that easy for those who where spending their time to make their grades in stable.

We we’re having this IT Week and I can’t be able to attend on the first day causes by the desmenoria. It’s a disturbance, but I can’t do anything for that. I stay in house the whole day. In order for me to unlock my thoughts on my pain I keep myself busy in GC…GC for General Cleaning, instead of doing my assignment in some subjects such programming which is seriously difficult on my standard because I can’t even focus into that if I feel something that aches in me. As the whole day goes, my mother felt good for the result. She says that I don’t have to though such doings for it will not do anything good on my pain she says that I should have rest. My side for that was, I don’t want to put myself in lame.

New friend or companion

The IT will be having an event for the week and everyone was preparing to compete for the MTV presentation and Commercials that will be embodied by the mentioned department. We were segregate on what level we are. I am third year irregular so I was included at the third year level. From there I met new faces.

I met someone and he catches my attention. Other than that I am making myself good for the new people who came into my life. Lots of friends mean lots of blessings from above. Though some of them may harm you in the end I am still willing to know them better. I met some of this group when we having the shoots for the music video presentation. I enjoyed it. The theme of the scene was the party in the club. The song that will be put up for that was “Club can’t handle me” by Flo Rida. It was fun, and the group who made it is the information technology and computer programming 3. They were good. They actually have the talent on organizing such activity. Everyone was busy.

We finished the shoot at eight in the evening, we were kind of tired. I go with my friend who I am with always. But we separated in going home. She goes to ride with her auntie and I stayed in the town for a while to have my outdoor dinner with a friend whom I met recently.

It was fun talking with him. It was not hard on how I make myself comfortable with him.

Wish for my day- it'z my biRthdAY!

“..wish qohh?...-to be happY-...simpLe lng..pero mahirap mkuha...msya k ngaun, per0 pno n lng buKaz?..but i hope "happinezz" pA rin ang nsa huLi....yun ang mging 'Last' na ksma pA rin kita....-pag kAya pa, AAYUSIN-.., at pag hnd p rin??babaguHin qn Lang yung vision q,compare sa kung pAno q toh gustong maKita ”

I am happy and overwhelmed indeed as I am receiving lots of greetings from the internet, a call and text on my phone (from my smart and globe number). Nothing compares with the joy that people brings whenever they remember your birthday. For that I construct a general message for everyone composed of:

“---thank u for the greetingz!!(- every message you send me, moving swiftly and appreciated..Aided by the wonders of technology, from 3G mobile to Web that’s ever so lively,..Is treasured, never forgotten, forever appreciated and cherished as priceless...-) By someone whose natal day has been made special by your warmest greetings and wonderful wishes!--♥♥♥ HAVE MY WARM THANK YOU^^”

The only thing that I can say is the word thank you. Though I haven’t celebrated it that well because of the examination, I feel warmed for their greetings. There’s a huge messages posted on my site and I love reading each and everyone’s own style of greeting.

I planned to buy something not for me but for my little brother. He got sick last night and though it’s my birthday I wanted to take good care of him for a while.

Maybe when I opened my site then look at my cellular phone some other greetings had arrived. Right now I have to prepare myself for my next exam.

Thank you lord for this thy gift.