I was out for school and I am doing my assignments for the coming week, after a while Glenn, where I am in a relation right now leave a message to wait for him to finished his duty. It is something that we have to converse as what he have told me.
I have been thinking that it is about the schedule of his flight. But in the first place I’m still hoping that my negative thoughts won’t happen.
After an hour of waiting, at 11:40 in the evening, that’s twenty minutes before midnight time in the Philippines he just texted me saying sorry for he can’t celebrate my birthday, anniversary, Christmas and New Year with me, and those best seasons for his family. Now that’s very disappointing!
I felt bad, but seeing him in such lonesomeness about what happened doubled my worries. I don’t know how I am going to encourage. I don’t know what was that first word to say; that right word to say to make him feel alright. He should be in here after a week, as if 7 days, then it made him cracks when it was delayed. And guess what? He’s still be waiting for another 2 months, and that schedule was unsure. Why? It is because his schedule alters due to company’s urgent circumstance. And at this time, the company has built another branch and he was assigned to hold that branch. Yet it is good to think that he is skillful in that job, the thing is, and it was very disappointing to expect something that he’s been planning not to happen.
He’s sharing what he felt at this very moment. And all I can do was to say words, those frank words, which I think he really don’t want to hear. He said that he almost cried. It only takes a week for him to hug us and to be with us, after a while it will be replace by another two months…
I slept at three in the morning to comfort him even he’s afar from me. I know he could. I always pray that this anger and disappointment will be replaced by faith that everything’s happened for a good.

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