I’m still saying my HELLO to JULY!!... 

Last day of the holiday from weekend and was covered the two days of weekdays. Yesterday I am thankful that we were able to go out, I was feeling okay, but now I have to spend the morning in the house and was doing my chores, I am not in my best to go out for now. I am here preparing our food, like binangi na isda, fried and the cheese stick for a reserve merienda (deep it the mayonnaise)

I love the bond I’ve done with my puppy, her name was JULY for she came into our family at the last day of July, and now she was a month old now; there’s lot of change that transpired her. “DALAGA NA DOGGY ko”, she have no breed, yet she’s kind of sweet and adorable.

Actually through teasing did b my cousins, they always ask me if I have prepared a food on my child, who’s the godparents, that she already have her tito’s, lolo and lola’s, everything was so funny as she came to knock my silence here in the house when I was alone.

At times that the house was quite and I was not busy on my things, I give my time to take her a bath, put a perfume and after a while I was seeing myself talking to a dog. She was not my first pet dog; I have my first favorite puppy when I was on my primary to high school level, due to overage she died. Her name was duday, because of too much love on her and I always cried when she passed away, I was called in my nick name as dudoy or duday, too weird to think that my nick name came from a dog. But the best part of that name was, duday is the dog who sees me when I’m still the girl who has mess on her face, who cries when I fall and got scratch on my skin, and whom I used to play with. After 7 years, I had my next puppy whom I can share through pursuing my studies till its final year and will see my success. That’s how a person must respect a thing with life, even if it is a person or an animal.

my little brother captured this picture of us

--the first  she came to our house--

simply inlove

The smile on my face doesn't mean my life is perfect, it's just the reflection of knowing that the person who matches this ring will find its way in a place where i was waitng and standing stiLL..... :)

THAT’S AWFUL!!!!!..... WRONG COLOR!

Right now I have not eaten my lunch yet. I am still thinking what I wanted to cook and eat. Last night I got the shrimp but I have this allergy eating those, our dinner was mixed by the TALABA and crab. I really love eating those but I’m still trying that by eating it again and again my allergy cures (opposite it is not...It’s very itchy in my lungs and my lips was very pinkish……ouch)

So for dinner I have, shrimp, talaba, crab, rice and an itchy pinky lips…it’s a quite yummy and irritated dinner.

Ahhh by the way, after the very rainy day yesterday and ended up the session with my classmates, I buy a string for my brother’s guitar, since I was stressed that day, I used to go to a parlor and have some self treatment in order for me to relax myself inside and out.

After spending three to four hours, here it is I was disappointed with the result, the hair color was a very big mistake….he he… oh my God, they pick up the wrong color, and I am not satisfied but there’s nothing I can do because the smash up was done… when I got home, my brother keeps in telling that why did I dried my hair by color white. I told him that, supposedly it should be a brown, my hairs natural color, I just wanted to make it more shiny and good…but since it was not a brown, and yet I don’t even know what was the color, it’s still follows my hairs color at least it shows different phases of color…what a tragedy..hehe… actually I have to wait for three to four months before I dyed it again, it may cause harm on my hair. One good thing that I only heard was, one of our neighbors was working in a resot before and seeing the phases of my hair, she appreciate it as good. She mentioned that it was a style of the KOREANA who were having their vacation there, and I do look likes them. The problem is, their style was different from us. What a horrible moment. But I can still carry it anyway. J

Loosing my self-control__and Emotionally exhausted

---This entry is different from those I have written the last time. I just want to thank IT four, and I reserve this day a day for them--- 

Due to lots of things that comes to my mind….I really forgot to check if I brought my journal, my things were aligned properly on my computer table, and without even knowing, my journal was under the photocopies of the rest notes in this subject of ITSOCUL, but I am still wishing that my teacher would read my last journal. It is not just the grade that I want, but because, it is just too fuse in me that someone’s reading the activity that I’ve done after a week. It’s nice to know that some people are still concern of how your mind speaks thru your journal. But then, though I have wrote some of my entries, she will not recognized my greetings, and in a nice but in a late way…I want to great her a happy birthday..Hehe…I’m sorry Mam (let me give my greetings, and see your smile in silence…) 

Actually I have lots to say about my entry for today, I did not even recognized that I am enjoying the fourth year company, the relationship that I have built along them, I was very grateful, because at this point my head was not in motion to do what it is that I really have to do, due to some personal matters that occurs within my relationship to my boyfriend. Yes, maybe it is ordinary to hear such issues when it comes to that matter, but being there, in that condition was really difficult. I don’t really know who it is that I wanted to talk to, would I cry? Or if I cry will it make any changes at all. Then again, I really tried to be at focus, but once in my life, what I am doing these last few days was very difficult for me to carry all of it…Since nobody knows what I am really going through. 

It’s nice to know, that the ICBF, that IT Four have introduced me gives me that very thing that there’s still a lot of things that can give a little sense, in spite of all that bothered in my mind. They may not recognized that I am carrying such emotional heartfelt that time, since what I am showing was a great smile on every activity that we were doing. This is a kind of campus ministry, and was starting to create inside the Anthony, I’m new in the club but I can feel their presence; The Lord that they have introduced in me. 

Each every doubts that I felt before, enlightens the second step that I am going to make. I was in a high spirits and I appreciate them more for showing me that. I just want to give them my gratified response. THANK YOU SO MUCH.

Sincere Talks

Ang dami ng nangyari sakin these last few days. Di ko nga alam kung paano ko bay un ilalabas ng isang bugahan. Hindi ako makapg-aral ng ayos kasi may gumugulo sa isip. At lalong mahirap maglabas ng opinion tungkol sa ibang tao kasi baka lumala ang sitwasyon at akalain na mali sya, tapos mabibigyan na ng maling husga mula sa taong pinagsabihan ko. Malamang sa akin ang panig nya, dahil kaibigan nya ako. At aayaw kong maging basehan yun ng pagpapatong-patong ng mga maling espikulasyon.

Sabihan na natin na komplikado ang love. Dun lang naman nakakapag-isip ang tao gamit ang puso nila. At dahil isa ako sa tinamaan, hindi ko alam kung saan ba ako papanig. Madami kaming diskusyon na napag-usapan, maraming mga bagong ideya na napagbahaginan. Sa lahat ng iyon itinuturing ko syang totoong tao, dahil nakikita ko yung taong sa tingin ko, di dapat makaranas ng mg bagay na nararanasan nya ngayun. Ang mhirap lang dun, isa sya sa nakaraan ng taong mahal ko, at alam konh may nararamddaman pa sila para sa isa’t – isa. Hindi medaling manimbang, pero pinilit ko ang sarili ko na intindihin ang lahat. Ang magpakatotoo sa kanya at ang magpakatotoo sa sarili ko sa kabilang banda. Malamang, nagkaroon sya ng ng kaunting doubt, at alinlangan pagkatapos ng lahat, pero bilang taga’pakinig niya sa mga oras nay un, binalewala ko ang posiblrng sakit na mararamdaman ko, habang nagbibigay ng simpatya sa problema at pagsisisi na sinasabi nya.

Magulo nga ei, alam ko hindi medaling intindihin, kasi magulo talaga.

Hindi ko nga alam kung paano sisimulan. Siguro sisimulan ko na lang sa mga mensahe na napag-usapan namen, at lahat ng pangalan ay gagawin kong confidential. Maa’aring mali ang ginagawa ko, dahil dapat na sa amin lang dalawa ang pag-uusap, ngunit may tama din para mabigyan ko ng linaw ang lahat.

Her---Oo alm q nmang alm mu ung 2ngkol sa'mn,cguro nga lhat2 ng nngyari sa'mn alm mu eh,npa2ncn q nga ky ______ na prang ayw nya ky_____..alm mu juvy qng wla pa nmang nngya2ri sa inyo eh mdali mu lng xang mka2limutan,alm mu ba sa 22o lng mnsan nsa2ktan p'rn aq at cguro alm mu un dhl nba2sa mu nman dba?wg kng mga2lit sa'kn juvy ha at my asawa na aq,cnb q lng sau ung nrrmdman q..ang tanga tlga ni __________,bkt kz npka-ba2ero nya eh npka-swrte na nga nya sau.. Oi bka ngalit ka ha at msyadong prangka ung cnav q..pg nman tlga mhal mu ang isang tao d maiiwasan un at pra sa'kn normal lng un,hehe..

ME---- ok lang po ateh, ayoko po ma'feel mo na iba aq sau khit aq present nya q...

un po ung pinapaiwasan ko sa knya..once na nanloko ulit sha....may reason na ko na sundin parents ko...lalo pa't wla nmn akong ka2mpi dito pgdating sa knya...mgkausap nmn kmi ng kuya ry knina..sabi nya, aayaw nya talaga dun nung una p..dpat pla daw cnabi na nya saken pra di daw kme nagtagaL n dalawa...

..mkita q man lhat ng mali nya, important saken, ung pinipilit nyang mgbago...

HER--Ok lng un noh,pcnxa kna dn ha pro ngaun nman eh frndz nlng nrrmdman q ky _____kya wg u aqng pgcclosan ha,hehe

ME-- ndi nmn ako ate worried sau^^.....

napa2god lang ako pag inisip ko problema ko kay _____....halos lahat nmn po alam ko na sa kanya..eii kaw pa po atah kakampi ko pag ngloko ung isa....pero ok n din ze nga wla sha alam saken...hehe.....kya confident maxado sha

HER--Oo nman ka2mpi mu aq,alm mu ba dti nung ng-post ka na my knaga2litan ka feeling q aq un,dhl nga ngkchat kmi ni _____at mrmi aqng tnanung..naicp q kz na nbsa mu ung chat nmin kya gnun ka pro wla ka nga dpat ipg-wori sa'kn kz dq nman ugli na manira ng relasyon..lam mu preho lng taung my prblema pro mgkaiba nga lng,aq kz gus2 q ng mkpg-hwalay ky _____kht mhal q xa eh d nman kmi mgksundo kzo ayw nman nyang pumyag at pa2tayin nga dw aq,haha lupit tlga ng kpalaran q..

ME-- ..ate sori late na po, di kasi gumana adhoc nmen..one lappy lang gamit ..di ko magamit ung saken

..di nmn po ako nagalit sau.kung may post man ako..wlang khit anu na related sau..kya ngsori ako kay glenn knowing na kala mo na ikw un, sbi ko, ihingi ako ng sori..

.chaka nabasa ko lang conversation nyo...nung bday nya lang..hehe...tapoz po la nmn aq reaction..kay pita lng ako galit..(kze alang kababae na may bf, nahada pa..i hate those kind..hehe..promiz po)...hm ate mhirap kumawala saneo ni kua..may paper na po kau..nkakatakot ung threat nya teh..mas mtindi nmn po ung case mo..mlupit nga po...mas wish ko na maging maauz po kaung 2 ate...at magka'peace of mind ka..lalo't hirap ng work mu..ganun pa ang stress.

HER--Oi sori d dn agd aq mkrply,nku kng alm mu lng s0bra2 ang nra2nasan q ky _____lhat nlng pnagcclosan nya pti c _____nka-blocklisted sa'kn,grbe tlga ang icp nun..ini-unblocked q lng nung ngka-fb ult aq,arw2 mgkaaway kmi nun..buti sna kng ngpa2khrap xang mgwork pra sa future nmin,hrap na nga aq d2 sa work q eh qng anu2 png msa2kit na slita ang mba2sa qng txt nya..panu kz ngcmula kmi sa maling relasyon,nging kmi lng kz pra nga mkalimutan q c _____ kya ngaun pnagccchan q na kng bkt pumatol aq ky _____,lam mu ba ung sakal na sakal kna pro wla kng choice kundi mgtiis?hehe,oi nsura na ata c _____sa'kn at ini-add q eh d na aq iaccept,hahaha,ksura kz c _____ at npka-closo kya lgi q ng nre2move un,hehe..

ME--ayyy add ka nun teh..tamad lang un mag fb ngaun..may dalaw atah kaya may kasungitan...

ate naiiyak ako sa ginawa mo..bkit mo ba ginawa un sa sariLi mo...di ko naisip na bf ko si _____sa panahong toh....

naging bf ko lang nmn sha para mlimutan ko si _____ei...

pero mas matindi nmn ung sau teh... anu ba nmn ginagawa ni kuya sau, mahirap magtrabaho abroad...pero di k nya dapat pag-isipan p ng masama...ate, i appreciate u....sobrahhh

HER--Ay nku tlgang s0bra ugali nun,alm mu bng lhat ng msa2kit na slita nasav na nya sa'kn..pnu kz sbrang dumi ng tngin sa'kn lhat ng tgaron sa'mn,ksalanan q dn kz dhl tlgang cnira q ang buhay q nung mghwalay kmi ni _____,mrming bces q na ngang naicp mgpkmatay kz wla dn nmang kwnta ang buhay q,ung asawa q dmonyo ang ugali tpoz lhat nga ng tao mlandi ang tngin sa'kn..sarili q dn dpat qng cchin kz aq msmo ang sumira sa buhay q..d paq tpoz sa work q,w8 lng ha..

ME-- sige ate...gusto ko marinig lahat...anu ba magagawa ko..di ba teh may separation nmn para jan....wag mong tanggaLin laht ng threats from him..legal separation ung pwedeng case sa gnyan....un kasi sabi sa lecture namen from an attorney... if you want _____ ate..i can give way...ate sobra nmn po ang nagawa mo sa kanya...feel ko you desrve him more....

sige po ateh....gawin mo lang po work mo jan..andito lang ako..

OL pa

ang totoo ate..di ko mafeel na bf ko sha ngaun..kasi iba ung nki2ta ko...ung kayo ateh.prang nagflashback saken....tapoz magkausap pa kame ni _____ngaun...

HER-- Juvy kaiyak nman ung cnav mo,kht nman anung gawin q d tlga aqng mka2-hwalay ky _____at sav nya pg d dw aq ngpkta sa knya eh pmlya q dw ung pa2tayin nya,mpocble na pti pra sa'mn ni _____ ang mgkblikan kz nga tgaron dn ang asawa q sa'mn..ask q lng mhal mo pa'rn ba c _____?

Lam mu dq naicp na hnd kmi ni _____ ang mgkk2luyan..16yrs.old pa lng aq nun sna eh ipa2ksal na kmi kso d nman aq pumyag dhl bata pa nga aq kya ngaun ngccc aq..npka-malas q tlga..

ME--...hmm mahal ko nmn un...wla nmn po ngbago...

kasi naging mali lang samen, oras ko....sa pag-aaral...marunong nmn po ako sa skul...ayoko ma''disappoint saken parents ko...kasi nga un lang napapansin saken ma''baba pa...kaya siguro love ko pa po yun...

sa case nmn ni _____..mahaL ko na family nya..kasi nun lang may pumansin saken,, as a mother kay nay _____...kapatid na babae kina te _____...tapoz napapansin din ako ni _____...kya pag po nag-iiba sha..nagagallit ako..lambing po ksi hanap ko..ung my touch po (i mean)..

''nyway ateh....ung kay kua _____, dapat kaze, di nya sabihin ung ika''kaworried mo jan...sobra po kasi ung sabi nya ei, damay na pati family mo.possible pa din un teh.sa pnhon ngaun, dame ng ways.baet2 na nga ng family mo to comfort him khit malau ka, taz ganun...di nmn matigas puso ni _____..madami at matagal pinagsamahan nyo...dla lng ng pgkakataon nangyare...

HER--D kz naiicp ni _____pghi2rap q d2 eh,lhat nlng ng gmit pg ng-aaway kmi cnicra nya,un ngang hauz nmin dq pa tpoz ipgwa pro ung dlwang pin2 my cra na agd kz cnuntok at cnipa nya,d nya mnlng naicp na wla na nga xang hrap pgpa2gawa nun tpoz gnun pa ang ga2wn nya..cguro kya dq rn mkalimutan c _____ dhl sbrang bait nya,kht mnsan d nya aq pnagslitaan ng mskit kht my pgka-psaway aq dti..ksalanan q dn nman qng bkt kmi ngka-hwalay,cguro nsakal na xa sa ugali q..hnd ba nkkpg-blikan c _____sau??

ME--msyado ng komlikdao ei...may anak na sha..chaka...may mahal shang iba ngaun teh..ako nga taga''gawa ng post nya ei..ung english..pinapa''translate nya minsan..sabi ko nga minsan...etoh '' ganun ang gagamitin para mas sweet..hehe..para kaming sira.tapoz ninong at ninang tawagan nmen...

ohh see ate?..love ka ni _____.....nagpa''apekto lang kau masyado....nasabi nga saken na ngalit daw si kuya last day...dapat andun ako nun sa inyo, di na lang ako nasundo dito sa bahay..naglaba at ngplantsa kasi ako...

ateh....kayanin mo ha...nagpromise kme nina _____na kung sinong mauunang umasenso at mag'abroad..magtu2''lungan kame...help ka ni rhen para dun..lam kong apektado din bestprend ko sa ngyari...haytzz...ang kompLikado ate mhay...

HER--Ah my anak nba c _____?nku eh d wla na pla kaung pg-asang mgkblikan?juvy d nman aq gnun ksamang tao pra agawin pa sau c _____,d na dn kmi mgi2ng msaya qng mgkblikan kmi dhl mrami lng kming isu2mbat sa isat1..tnx juvy ha npka-bait mu tlga..

ME--kasi po sa nki2ta ko..mas magi2ng masaya ka sa ganun...di desrving si kuya sau...higit sa lahat...pwede pa nmn na walang kame...if ung right decision ung gagawen......

single dad po sha teh ngaun....la sha wife.....pro sabi ko nman..magpapayaman muna ako..pra may pambigay sa aanakin ko..^^

di nmn po sa mabait ako....masyado lang po ako affected sa ginawa mo tehhh..i love you na teh may.....di ko lam na ganito ung magi2ng approach ko sau...talagang..hahhhhhhhhh...

HER-- Tnx juvy,aq nga dn sbrang gaan ng loob q sau kht nung una pa lng..cguro qng tlgang gugus2hin q eh pwd nman aqng humiwlay ky _____kso naaawa dn nman aq,ewan q ba qng bkt aq gni2,wla nmang mgndang pu2nthan relasyon nmin eh ngtya2ga paq dun..2lad ngaun 3days na kmi wlang c0mmunication dhl cnira nga nya ung sim na pnadala q..hay d q na tlga alm ang ga2wn q juvy...bka an2k kna ha,tnx sa tym mu pra sa mga prblema q..

ME--wla yun saken..tagabasa nga lang ako...wla nmn ako naga2wa physically...

lam mo teh? kung ano ung nagpapasaya sau habang malayo pa si kuya..gawin mo na...ung savings mo...maglagay ka for yourself..di mo namamalayan na baka dumating ung time.mauntog ka bigla at may mas good na opportunity pra sau...malayo at malaki pa pwede mong gawin..lalo't may trabaho ka...gumawa ka po ng tama ngaun..pra wala na shang masabi sau, kasi sa huli maiipon ung konsensya na dapat pinahalagahan nya paghi2rap mo jan...

ate ikaw ang mgpahinga na ...ma trabaho ka pa po..

sinasamantala ko ang holiday sa mga journal at project income ko dito..kya po late nko matuLog minsan....pakatatag ka ateh...di yan ang huLing prob mo as a wife of an unexpected husband..na willing mo pa rin i''accept..

HER--Buti nga sna qng my konsenxa un,dq tlga maipliwanag ugali nun eh..sbrang lawak mung mg-icp juvy talo mu pa aq,hehe..alm mu pkrmdam q arw2 nlng sumsama ng sumsama ugali q dhl nga sa mga nra2nasan q,ni hnd q na nga mkuhang mgdsal kz pkrmdam q ang dmi qng hna2kit sa mundo..pcnxa kna sa'kn ha kz sau q lng i2 nsa2v..

HER-- Gudnyt juvy nk2log kna ata,kchat q c _____wg ka mgccloz ha..hehe,sau p'rn xa at sna kau na tlgang dlwa..luv u juvy..tnx

ME--...un nga po ung ngu2lat ako.nakapagsabi ka po saken...

mas magi2ng magaan nga ate pakiramdam pag nasabi mo lahat sa dasal...pro pag dumating sa tamang panahon na ready ka na pong sabihin laht ng hinanakit..un ung time na chaka mo sasabihin ng buo sa prayers,

pag pinilit mong magdasaL sa bagay na lam mong sbrang galit ka...mga maling bagay na ung pumapasok sa isip mo....control mo lang ung sariLi mo, ndi ung galit ang ko''control sau....di ko po nararanasan ung meron ka ngaun, pero kung sa practical at good na decision, it make sense na pag nagpa''apekto ka dun, at gumawa ka ng masama din...prang ginaya mo ung taong kina'aayawan mo?...parang ganito po ate, wag mong tularan ung ginawang mali ng tao, kung alam mong un ung di mo gusto..at di mo sha kailangan i'adopt pa sa sriLi mo...remember? di kau mgkatulad...

hmm salamat tehh..hehe..naka''catch mo po ung nasasabi ko..di ko alm san nangga2ling ei..^^

HER-- Akla q 2log kna,un nga ang msama sa ugali q kz qng anung gnagwa sa'kn ng isang tao na mhal q eh gnun dn ung gus2 qng gwin..gus2 q kzng lging mkaganti eh kya pnagccchan q dn sa huli,dti nman msayahin aqng tao pro ngaun ka2iba na ung ugali q,pkrmdam q kz wla na tlgang pg-asa na mging maauz buhay q..

ME--wag ka ate mainip...wag kang maiinip.....

maayoz nmn life mo ei may gumugulo lang sau....sila ang magulo..isipin mo ung isang side...

oohhhh nmn...nag--isip nga si ate mhay....tingnan mo po..tama ako..^^

HER-- Haha,katuwa ka tlgang kchat juvy..ang engot nman ni 22y at d ka nli2gawan,msrap cguro na mging kpatid ka,hehehe..dq na nga lng iniicp msydo mga prblema q eh at bka mbaliw lng aq..

ME-- hehe..nag''sisihan kme nun ei....sabi lang lagi nmen..kung di lang kta kaibigan prend..bf/gf na kita...haha...tatlo kame ate ha..kya di talaga pwede....

sabik lang din ako sa kapatid na babae teh.hehe..pagbalik mo dito..swimming tau....^^..phinga ka na ate....ikaw ei bka kulangin ng tuLog..mas nakakadepress un..

HER-- Hehehe,ktuwa nman kau..cge swimming tau kht d aq mrunong mg-swim,haha..2013 pa nman ult uwi q,bka nman wla kna dn jan sa mdo. nun..inuman tau sa'mn pguwi q..haha

D p'rn aq msydong inaan2k eh..tnx

ME--oo ateh..sa inyo ako matu2log,,,,nga pla teh,,natulog ako dun at lahat....di man lang ako kiss ni _____..haha...little sis nmen un...

reserve na ang 2013 teh...babalik ako ng mindoro...sana nga maka''abroad na din agad ag,,pra sagot ko na lang..hehe ..anyabang...

HER-- Hahaha,ang luka mu dn..eh d dpat kw nlng ang ku-mis ky 22y..haha,nlu2q q c _____sa msg.q wg kng mga2lit ha..bsta kita tau pg-uwi q..

ME-- hehe go ateh....pra mawala pagkamatanda nyan...sungit..nangti''trip..

ei nman....ayokong ikizz un teh...di ko feel si prend..hehe....di ko din maimagine pah...talagang hnggang dun lang kame teh sleep nko ha,,nhuli na OL pa ako ei..matuLog na daw po ako...nyt ate..mmuahhhh....

HER-- Ah,hehe..tlgang frnd lng 2ring nyo sa isat1 kya d nyo feel..ok cge gud am na,swtdrmz..mwaaaah

ME--ate..feel free,,di ko na open account nyan lately..kasi nga bka magalit saken..usap lang po kau kung anu man....

chaka di nya na rin open ung saken....hehe.....K=K kame ngaun

....pero masarap po ung ihug c prend,,hehe..hanggang hug lang kame teh....baka magalit c jean..mag-isip ng masama....last na po ito..hehe...salamat sa kiss...!!..hehe

HER--Bsta juvy kht anung pg-usapan nmin ni _____wg mung iicpn na aq ung kaagaw mu sa knya ha dhl hndng-hnd q un ga2wn sau..tnx juvy super bait mu tlga..buti nga d ngccloz c _____sa inyo anu?hehe,cge nxtym ult tau chat ha..

HER-- Juvy muzta?mkkpg-auz na aq ky _____n0w at dq na dn mtiis,tnx sa mga advice mu ha..

Bgla aqng nkoncnxa sa mga inamin q sa inyo ni _____,naawa 2loy aq ky _____..bkt kz aq gni2 eh..

ME--te kakabasa q lang po....hayyy salaman nag'lessen na ung war between you and kua _____...te, ung saken po..wag ka na po mkonsensya...ung saken po, mas ok ung di sinasariLi, chaka la po kong nkita maLi bout sa nabasa at nalaman ko..ung kay _____ nmn po, hmm usap po kau..out n po ako sa talks nyu..hehe...as may ate and bf, ...ung sa inyo po...kau na lang pong dalawa....^^

stay good and nice ate...chaka, wlang Mali sau....ang maLi ay problema...haha...anuhhhh daw....ingat po..wag kalimutan ngumti, sayang nmn un kung di ga2mitin

HER--Oi tnx ha kz naiintndhan mu aq,slamat dn kz d ka ngcloz dun sa mga cnav q sau..wg kng mg-ala2 kz nsa matino pa nman ang icp q at hnd q ccrain relasyon nyo ni _____,alm qng mhal nyo ang isat1 kya and2 dn lng aq pra sa inyo at handa aqng mkinig pg my prblema ka sa knya..naaawa aq ky _____kz pkrmdam q ngtaksil na agd aq sa knya prang npksama qng asawa..

At marami pang iba..masyadong maikli yan.pero suma-total. Naglabasan lang kami n gaming nararamdaman sa maraming bagay. Kung kaya ko lang isa isahin lahat…..

Playin' aroung to get to sleep

I hate it when you wake up in the middle of the night and just can’t go back to sleep. It happens to me almost every day I've tried sleep aids but they don't work so I'm playing there thinking and here recently I have noticed I've been thinking some crazy stuff . Like what if I won the lottery what would I do with the money but the crazy part is I play the lottery never have. My best on is wondering what the dog is thinking. There is more that goes on in my brain then some people think. Anyway its almost time for me to get the hubby off to school projects. Then I tried to put myself in front of the computer to do some of my projects to be done, because I really don’t want to harsh my things, but this last few days, like: Last week I am having some internet connection issues. At around 10pm I would experienced a slow down. My connection is crawling like I was hooked up via dial up. This happen almost every day last week. To top that on Friday, I started having some intermittent connection. I called their helpdesk but was told to monitor. The next day I called them again only to be told that my ticket was closed already. I was fuming! It was not the first time that my ticket was closed without even anybody from their office calling me and asking me what my problem was. In the end, the technical person told me that they are having network problems on their side

GAIN teamwork in school..then earn money at home…PLEASANT LIFE

I have been so busy the last part of this week, if I’m not doing something in our house, I was in the school and was doing our project, since I can’t have the full cooperation of the members when it comes to group project, I have prepared a few documentation to discuss each and every single detail of it. And knowing that they have to give something under this project charter, I have assigned some topics so that everyone could give their own idea and a quite help somehow. Though they submitted those that I have assigned, I still have to check for it, if that would fit our document 

It sounds really hard if you can’t fully take the sigh of your group mates. But as long as I can see that they were providing and was concern about the project performance when we have to present it, the effort and hardship in doing so, will gone no doubt for me. Because as a person, you don’t have to measure the capacity of another person, I respect that, I knew what it feels when you don’t know what is it that you have to do, so as long as I knew what the group have to do, I am giving enough guides so they can follow. 

Despite of my responsibility for that, I was happy to earn money, though I was staying in the house. I almost earned 1,300 this last 11 days (to be exact), living your life in vain, will give your body the laziness syndrome, since I could carry to make a sideline, I used to put myself for that. I was doing some typing job and projects from elementary and high school level. I was familiar with that stuff, so it doesn’t takes much of my time…and guess what! Earning a money relief my tiredness...he he