Monday, January 30, 2012

Sometimes I just need to be alone and then to be hug a little while



It doesn’t mean something’s wrong or I’m mad, or anything for that matter. Don’t assume something’s wrong, because I just need to think. I need time for myself every once in a while, why… know? I need time to think for myself and make decisions I don’t want anybody influencing. When I’m alone, it’s usually because I need to think about everything that’s going on in my life. It’s a way for me to relax and settle to the changes that might be happening. So please, just leave me alone. 

But as I was alone, it tells me that the greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, want to see you smile. But I think what’s better than that, is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy. I want to find the guy who can make me smile, just by the way he says hello when he picks up the phone. The guy who makes my hands shake when I’m sitting next to him and the guy who isn’t afraid to keep hugging me, I’m not really ready to be alone all by myself, but I know right now… I was prepared how to let go.

This a verse shared by my classmate.... Ms. Lea Mangcupang.. and I do appreciate her for sharing it with me...

 26 “‘Go to this people and say, 
“You will be ever hearing but never understanding;
 
   you will be ever seeing but never perceiving.”
 
27 For this people’s heart has become calloused; 
   they hardly hear with their ears,
 
   and they have closed their eyes.
 
Otherwise they might see with their eyes,
 
   hear with their ears,
 
   understand with their hearts
 
and turn, and I would heal them.’

Acts 28:27 Isaiah 6:9

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