Honestly I can’t even understand these inevitable feelings of mine. I can’t comprehend why my heart chooses to love despite all the pain and hurt you brought me. I don’t get why my brain can’t stop thinking and setting itself that you are really one for me. I don’t get how I can still tolerate this pain and still keep on hoping for him and most of all, I can’t seem to fully understand my senses from growing finder and until I totally miss him and fall for him all over again.
He taught me and showed me many things. He taught me I can love, that people can care about me. Or so I thought he showed me the feeling of being in someone’s arms when they mean the world to you. There’s a feeling of compassion and lots of so many wonderful things. Thank you for that. You’ve showed me that people break promises that people don’t always hold true to their word. You’ve taught me that you can love someone more than anything in this world, yet hate them as much. That just because someone says something, that doesn’t mean it’s true. You’ve showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought love will pushed you away and treat you as if you were worthless. You’ve showed me wonderful things just as well as horrible things. I do thank you for both. You’ve prepared me for the harsh world I am entering of two – faced people. People who say they care, but don’t always. Thank you for teaching me early.
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